-YANTING ; Ah tong.
I'm not 12, but 18 for freak's sake.
Emotional yet crazy.
Contradicts myself a hell lot.
Falls in and out of love easily.
I'm quiet when I don't feel at ease with you.
I'm happiest when asleep !! :DD
Interests?
Ah , the usual.
Shopping , romance movies , novels , camwhoring , hanging out with my sweethearts , EYE-CANDYING!
Current fetish for totes and shoes! :DD
Favour me or not ,I don't give a damn (:

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DARLINGSsince16Nov06'
 

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The shortshortchubbychubby girl is back from Taiwan ! Hehhs . However I wont be blogging about my enjoyable 7-day trip today while my presence was in Taiwan , for Im much too lazy. ( kill me pls ) . So I returned to sch this very morning sloppily aft missing 3 days of it ( cfm - plus gurantee chop absolutely no regrets ) ! Sch was fucking absolutely bo-ring today la ! There weren't any lessons on , hence we had our brunch at 10am . Yes , brunch. -.- Had chicken steak , oh yummy yumyum. (:(: However im darn guilty of 'killing' that chicken just for my own pleasure . *Shameshame go away * Btw , Nonya Wok has shifted to AMK . Arghhh ! My beef horfun ! My mee goreng ! My rojak ! My hokkien mee ! * Sniffs*

Alrights , so sch released us at 1.15pm . Blah!~ Wasnt in the mood to shop around , as , as usual , lack of cash la !! * Yanting grinds her teeth and frowns* Hung around at WhiteSands again , and okays , that place is definitely getting uninteresting , even thou its a great change from the old Ws. * Gahh* Its so darn hard to please me nowadays okays. I have changed , in a bad way. *Sighs deeply*

Was messaging my darling all morn today and it turned out the results were not reasonably good enough to be promoted to the next level , year 2. God , so depressing can. I hope sel'll be alright. Rrly rrly hope so. God bless .

Oh yes , did I mention this ?! I think I did. Read : I so so so so want to get a job aft my O's . Not just because of the salary I'll earn ( more things to buy , more $$ to save , less time to kill ), but because I think it will help boost my depleting self esteem . If I receive a Gems card or get complimented on my good service or smth , I'll be darn elated. I received several compliments and a Gems card at the place I worked at some time ago , Robinsons , and I was so proud of myself ! Like , see , at least im not totally useless , someone actually appreciated me for who I am , Im capable of smth! I guess my low self esteem is due to these several reasons I gonna list out below :
1) Failing memory = poor results
2) Short
3) No figure , terribly out of shape
4) DONT LOOK MY AGE , in fact , I get many comments that I look a mere 12 or 13 years old.
1 Eg would be: " Dont bluff me la! You sure you're 17 ? Don't look like leh ?! "
Like, What the fuck la . However when I peer at myself in e mirror , I know what they think are dead true.
Hence , Im gonna do smth about my looks , for this can't go on ! It's so bad to an extent that plenty of strangers mistake my younger sis as my older sis.
WHAT THE FUCK FUCK FUCK !!!
Im gonna get my besties to teach me how to makeup. Deep down I know makeup is just not me , but waht else can I do ? You think it' s no big deal , aiya , possessing younger looks should be a good thing , why complain , but fucking hell no , it's not okay . i get treated like a kiddy smtimes instead of an adult , cos they just cant get it into their heads that I'hve fucking reached 17. ( But yah lah ,at Im lucky that im born looking normal )
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Alrights , i think I'll put an end to this entry . It's too wordy , * mongmong* ah. I wonder how many readers have succeeded or bothered in reading until here. If so , my deepest congrats !Woohoo ! I promise I'll update with pix iin my next entry ( thousand yrs later ) WAHAHAHAA~

Its darling Huii's birthday tmr , HAPPY 18TH BUNNY ! * Nah , carrot for you* . Must be a cheerful girl okay ! Come sch for the first few periods lahh ? Hehh.

Dont know how to end this entry . How bout try the usual excuses , " aiya so smelly need to bathe" / " need to do homework " /" sleepy lah ".
* Tehhh* All mentioned aboeve all wrong. Truth is , I need to vacuum the damn carpet floors . ARGH , I hate carpeted rooms , so mafan !

BYEBYE
BYEBYE
BYEBYE
BYE ~ (;

EDIT : the laopo bing im munching on now is horribly doughy and flavourless ! * YuckYuck * :(

 - -YANTING <33. ;