-YANTING ; Ah tong.
I'm not 12, but 18 for freak's sake.
Emotional yet crazy.
Contradicts myself a hell lot.
Falls in and out of love easily.
I'm quiet when I don't feel at ease with you.
I'm happiest when asleep !! :DD
Interests?
Ah , the usual.
Shopping , romance movies , novels , camwhoring , hanging out with my sweethearts , EYE-CANDYING!
Current fetish for totes and shoes! :DD
Favour me or not ,I don't give a damn (:

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DARLINGSsince16Nov06'
 

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i know i blog too much.
way too much.
okays, maybe not, im exegerrating.
but whenever im havin some emotional crisis, i turn to penning all my thoughts down.
it helps la.
im more of the' write to express feelings ' kinda girl than pour out all my feelings to someone.
but im feelin way bad now, am not in a good mood AT ALL.
to sum up what im currently feelin now, its depression .
To add on , im in a real state of confusion.
ARGHHHHS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
when can i ever learn how to let go , enjoy.
im forever so troubled inside.
i must learn how to let go , i MUST.
I cant say really say out or elaborate why the hell am i so pekcek and well, feelnig this way.
nobody will ever understand la huh, seriously speakin deepdown.
some even think im all kiddish and will nvr know how to experience 'real' feelings ,will nvr know anything.
well, i have 2 sides ok , in case pple dont know.
i knw i tend to go abit haywire and childish when im HIGH but i do experience things like u all do.
im just a lil sick of pple thinkin/treatin me this way, u know , aiya , ' 3 'year old kid.
[ this message is not directed at anyone personally, hope nobody misunderstands ]
i know, its horrible for me to even type this out, but NOBODY will ever understand what im currently going thru right now.
not even my best friend, yes not even her.
cos her opinion differs from mine.
really.
so many friends but yet feeling so alone.
now i not only have hair crisis [ a bitter ha ha ], im having an emotional breakdown deep inside.
i wonder when i will ever heal, and move on.
someone, help.
im dying inside , my heart aches.



Okays about the 'conference' with the teabags things , it didnt go well lah.
they tried to deny alomost everything.
Mrs Heng is actually quite a prettay nice and reasonable sectionhead la huh.
but still , neither of us think 5that the matter is resolved.
well , we shall wait and see.
Jes and Huii have been in the washroom for sucha long time.
i wonder what's happened.
maybe i should go take a look to see if everything's fine .


I am thinkin of changing my blog add.
am suspectin pple whom i do not wish to read my blog are doin just e opposite.
Ps : Ignore e above if u dont freakin care. -.-

 - -YANTING <33. ;